future

one day i am going to find that kind of happiness again.
one day i am going to be able to love that person unconditionally.
one day i am not going to hold anything back, because neither will he.

we will spend the weekends doing nothing, but it won't matter because we will be together.
we will say those 3 little words and my heart will burn because i will love you so much.
we will hold hands and my heart will flutter.

this time will come.
it apparently is not right now, which is fine.
i am truly happy for those it has happened to.
it is fun to see their beaming smiles and their "giddy-ness."
i honestly cannot wait until it is my turn to experience these feelings again.
and i know when i do, it will be glorious, and i am going to cherish every moment.

one day. :)